Something's wrong...

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Each day comes with it’s own energy. It’s own vibe. Today scares me. It weakens me. There’s a stronger power lurking somewhere trying to cast a shadow over our beautiful world. I feel it hovering around. Even in colour, I’m seeing gray.

I feel as though I’m floating above the office floor. Seeing everything in slow-motion, in animation, with distorted sounds. Regular people doing regular things, unaware of what lurks just around the corner.

I just want this day to end fast. And well. And for tomorrow to bring back my angels and my confidence in life.

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So the day is officially over and it’s been strange to say the least. I felt out of my element, my little Sneaky was behaving differently too. Al came over for a drink, but just mysteriously fell asleep instead. So did Sneaks. In sync with her. Which scares me a little bit. Even meditating in the garden while Snickers slept in the bare sand wasn’t working. I don’t know what it is about today (or yesterday now, as the case is), but something was totally off. I feel its draining energy. I feel its anger. I saw its shadow. I hope it passed with the end of the day. I hope it doesn’t come back.